With not really being bothered by most of it. Can't imagine a being here to help us has a problem with kicking up a fuss when things got too bad.

[Makes sense to him, even if it's not why he's here at all. The rowing isn't any kind of a distraction but it's nice to have a simple physical goal: row.]

One of my close friends is here too but I'm getting the impression he's here for things that happened after my death, not before it, and he had the same orders I did. Sometimes refused them too.