Mom.. wasn't really that long ago to me. Never really had time to come to terms with it.

[And while it obscures part of the reason of his unhappiness, that too is true. Losing a parent is hard to most people but the Hewleys had always been a small, tight knit family.]

There's a lot of things to regret. Don't think I can make any of it right anymore, most of the people are apparently long dead.

[But not all. Zack's here, but Zack is more willing to deal with him than he is Zack, that's just too much guilt.]